I think we all prefer a particular season, for me it’s summer. I don’t know if it’s because it is my birth season or anything, I just recharge with the sun. I also like spring as it’s a prelude to summer. Today was what I’d call the first ‘proper’ spring day we’ve had. The sun was burning through the sea blue sky, apart from the predictable spring rain in the morning it really was a breath of warm air. I feel somewhat recharged today.
I find it interesting how my mood is so closely linked to the seasons. I think it’s natural but for me I always get to the end of winter just wishing it would all change, just when you think you can’t take enough of the depressing winter gloom that engulfs the UK… enter a day like today. I was walking the puppy and had assumed the cold so did the hat and fleece armor, I was happy to finally be too warm unlike in the past few months.
During winter I always get the feeling that just sleeping through these gloomy cold months would be a good idea. I am still unconvinced humans aren’t meant to hibernate. There is something internal that shuts down during winter, well is for me. I don’t get what you’d call ‘depression’ it’s more of a lower capability for pooness. Everything just seems that blacker when winter comes. It seems even blacker in the closing months of winter – just when you think it’s going to be too much then comes the sun through the clearing sky. Rather dramatic, but today felt like one of those days. Winter just seems a poo upon poo month as things build up and then life breaks – life is about ups and downs after all. I really can cope with far more if it’s sunny and warm. England possibly isn’t the best country for me due to our gloom winter inclination. Today I do feel the cobwebs have been blown away and the sun shone through to recharge me. I am a really simple girl at heart, amazing what a bit of sun can do.
